Sunday, June 22, 2008
actually, i dont really miss you that much when you are away for malaysia .
but when u come back to singapore, when i met you yesterday , i changed totally, a whole lot different from the past few days ..
i miss you so muich ..
even for now ..
im missing you already
aww im always impressed at how you capture my heart unknowingly.
hmph . but ... you are always so busy ..
you know what . its been some time since we last talk to each other about ,our feelings , my life..
my working life , my problems
do you know that im actually facing alot of problems in my life?
do you know that im worrying formy future?
im very VERY insecured
im paranoid.
im thinking those AWFUL things that will happen in the future
do you knoww
that i feel very bad about myself
i need some one to be there for me..
but are you ?
why are u always so busy
without you , i still have to be strong..........
i know i got to be strong without you ..
but im weakkk
i cant ............... stand alone =((
boohooooooooooo
doyou understand what im going through right now /
do you even understand tad bit ???????????????????????
=(
i am very sad.
i dont say it for the sake of saying
=((( no one understands, even you
=(
you dont understandd
NOBODYY
yammil posted 4:40 AM
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