Tuesday, July 29, 2008
2 days have past.
its the 3rd day ..
i have always been the first one to talk to you first.
i know i shouldnt.
tonight, on the 29 Jul 2008, i didnt sms you a good night message..
i have to urge to sms you tho.
but i told myself to be firm with this decision.
cos i know, once i have, told you that we are friends now,
i shouldnt be ... trying to know more about you.
i should let you have your own life..
and i should continue with my sucky life.
but how? tell me.. how should i stop falling in love with you?
i miss your hug..
i miss your kiss..
im wanting ur hug and kisses so much ..
ever since last 2 weeks..
i said,i told you that i wanna meet u up ..
i wanna talk to you ..
in the end, i know u must be thinking im crazy and is slapping my own face..
im the one who wants to breakup first.. in the end, i turn out to be the one who is trying to get things back to what they were..
i have this crazy scandlous thinking of hugging you
i want to give you my last passionate kiss to you
=(
i miss you i miss you i miss you
i guess nobody will ever understand my love for her..
not even SHE can understand ..
cos she dont love me as much as before,,..
if .. IF SHE REALLY DOES LOVE ME , WHY .. WHY DONT SHE PERSERVERE AND ASK FOR A PATCH?
why DIDNT she stop me from leaving her?
she didnt care.
she prefers NOW i think ..
im ONCE so affected by her..
I GONNA STOP,SOON
icant be living for her.
i aint living for her.
think of other things which are more important than her.. than love
IMPROVE MYSELF MAN!
i have LOTS to WORK ON for this man ..
SO CMON
i can do it. .
BUTTTT
I WANNT MY LASTT KISSS FROM HER
i wanna hug her
i know she has hurt me enough.
so dont be softhearted when she stated that shes hurt to the core.. (when shes probably not)
cos her top priority is studies..
NOT LOVE
we will PART SOMEDAY TOO
even if we are still tgt now ..
we may be separated , due to her mum..
her family
as a only child, how can i be so cruel to separate her from her mum..
anyway , i guess she will surely give me up ..
what am i to her anyway?
not even more important than her friends. or even her CCA buddies..
will i feel better if i were to be her friend?
i seriously hope so..
so that i wun regret..
however, i will like to say .. I LOVE YOU ..
I REALLY MISS YOU ALOT .
IF ONLY YOU LOVE ME MORE..
IF ONLY YOU CAN HAVE THE ABILITY TO LOVE ME ..
yammil posted 9:05 AM
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