Sunday, January 31, 2010
been reading some of my previous posts, and realised that most of them are bad, negative ones.have i only been recording the bad ones down, or is there only bad memories between you and i?so, there's no goood ending for the both of us.ending is ,we BREAK UP.so what now? sisters? nah?close friends? maybe? cos that should be how you always been feeling for me?till now, then i realise, ur defination of LOVE is absolutely BULLSHIT.to be frank, im so turn OFF by your ATTITUDE.what the fuck are u playing with now?my heart? fucking think that you can love someone.FUCK.i dont think you know how to love someone.loving doesnt mean having sex with someone.what really hurts is, you forget everything so fast.
NOTE, its EVERYTHING.
6 years of love, all went down to the drain.
feeling of disappointments, depression, discouragements, fears is overwhelming.
i hate myself for loving you.
where has my precious baby that i have met in secondary two went to?
my love....
has gone, forever......
yammil posted 7:39 AM
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Friday, March 13, 2009
i think we have really drifted apart..
quite a distance apart..
no matter how skin close we are..
we aint going to be as close and happy as before, are we?
i dont know what i want man
i hate the phrase, I DONT KNOW .
ugh
yammil posted 9:20 AM
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Saturday, February 7, 2009
what's there to say still ?
its so obvious that she dont want to save this relationship/friendship.
so why are you still hoping for something?
if she were to care for you, she WOULD have CALLED u up long ago and TRY TO MEET UP ,tho she's busy.
forget it forget it forget it
if all she cares is her money and friends..
let her be
llet her be
life still goes on.
yammil posted 9:11 AM
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Friday, January 9, 2009
it just shows that you dont care at all
totally ..
you would have called LONG AGO, if you have da heart.
problem here is , you dont have.
it just so clearly shown that you cant even be bothered.
you dont need me anymore.
is this what they always say, SILENT-BREAK.?
yammil posted 9:14 AM
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Friday, December 26, 2008
i just feel that shes so fucking irresponsible.
why am i still thinking so much about her?
why is my brain still filled with her ?
i , sitll have a hell lot of things to complete, isnt it ?
why?
why cant i move on easily ,like how she did..
:(
why do i care so much ...
yeah its true..
even if i am missing her,
she wouldnt be missing me..
why should i still be there to stand by for her..
even if i cry a thousand tears tonight, she wouldnt come back to me
yammil posted 9:42 AM
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i really miss you very much
yet i know u have hurt me enough.
why?
why am i being so low?
-.- i hate missing you
but i just cant help it
:(
yammil posted 7:25 AM
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Thursday, December 25, 2008
DONT ... SHE FUCKING DONT CARE ABOUT YOU !
IF SHE CARES, SHE WOULD HAVE DO SOMETHING BY TODAY!
IF SHE CARES, SHE WOULD TELL YOU ABOUT HER RESULT TOMORROW!
WELL, WE SHALL SEE..
SEE IF SHE WILL TEXT ME AT 8/9 ..
MOST PROBABLY NOT,
THEN I WILL ASK .. MY FRIEND ABT IT.
OK .
KEEP
A
DISTANCE.
yammil posted 9:32 AM
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