Thursday, August 28, 2008
hais
i was kinda depressed again
YES AGAIN .. =( shes injured again ...
now is BOTH of her ankles.. kill me man.. what is seriously wrong with her?
she just dont DONT take care of herself..
she STILL chose to play caption ball, despite her ankles are in such a pathetic worst state.
i just cannot stand it anymore..
is she trying to gain attention from her friends, her classmates, or ultimately, her netballer friends ..
or is she trying to gain HER concerns .. HER attention ..
ha, she still have the cheek to ask me if she looks like shes interested in HER..what a joke.. She's like asking me the same question that i have asked her like 1 month ago ?
i even dont remember when is the very last time that we have met up
she dont care ,does she ?
so why must i bother?
i know, i should be showering her with lots of my love and such ... but hey! WOULD SHE APPRECIATE.. WOULD SHE EVEN CARE OR BOTHER..
like hell
i doubt she will bother
blah. its really fucking irritating
why am i owalse asking myself "what am i to her?"
Do i really deserve all these "mental abuse" ? Do i not deserve any bit of love from her?
or am i so unloved by anyone ..
why , why dont she appreciate me ..
why is she be so concerned about some other girl's feelings than mine ?
does she love me, or likes me as a companiance (fuck the spelling man)
=(
why dont she care?
Labels: but who cares?, cried
yammil posted 9:43 AM
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